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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • How?

    How could this happen? Of all people, why you?

    I opened myself to you, like I've never opened up for anyone before. I gave you everything, entrusted you with all I had. Like a fool, I believed you when you said something like this would never happen, and you proved to me why I can never let my guard down.

    How could you? I love you. I've thrown away offers to move out of state, just so I could stay with you. I've dealt with all the stuff you've going through, and I've stuck by your side. Hell, I changed for you! My whole way of living, I threw it away, just to make you happy, and for what? For this?

    Is it because I'm so young? Did it take me too long to change, that it drove you to him? Why lie to me?

Friday, 16 October 2009

  • Question: When Your SO Talks About Exes

    I have a friend who, for anonimity's sake, will call "JD". Well, JD's asked me for advice about a certain aspect of dating: What should be expected about the person you're dating when his/her new favorite subject of conversation is talking about everyone that came before JD?

    When asked this question, I didn't know what to reply, because my two ex-girlfriends who surpassed their first trimester with me didn't really mention their boyfriends; yet the fact that they didn't doesn't tell me if it was a good idea or not, because: 1. I have no standard for comparison, and 2. JD's date is over 21, and the aforementioned exes of mine weren't.

    So I ask anyone who's bored enough to read up to here: Is it a good, bad, or irrelevant sign that your boy/girlfriend decides to give you a VIP tour of his/her past?

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Friday, 09 October 2009

  • After a fire, ashes rebuild the earth;

    After darkness, light will come;

    After a storm, there's calmness;

    After you?

    What happens when the fire is so all-consuming that no ashes remain? Where will the light come from if my sun has been eclipsed completely? Or, say, where do you go if the storm happens to destroy everything you've ever had? What do I do, now that what has been, not the center of my life, but my life proper, is gone? Where do I go from here? What can I do?

Thursday, 17 September 2009

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